To The Guy Who

To the guy who

Jessica Meriño

To the guy who

was my butler

my body guard

my driver

To the guy who

was my lullaby

put me to sleep every night

To the guy who 

was my constant companion

in my bests and worsts

was always there to cheer me up

has always been there for me

To the guy who 

was my dad

my brother

my best friend

my enemy

my boy friend

To the guy who 

has always kept me grounded

has always kept me positive

has always believed in me

always sees the best in me

To the guy who

I’ve pushed away (but was still there)

I’ve hurt countless times (but was still there despite)

To the guy who 

has always been patient in spite of me being pushy

stubborn 

and harsh

To the guy who

has taught me how to accept differences

to love differences

pushed me to my limits

showed me the world

taught me how to commute (lol)

made me appreciate the little things 

made me do things i never taught i could have done

motivated me

inspired me

To the guy who 

was my prince

my knight in purple basketball shoes

gave me my own fairytale 

made me genuinely happy

made me take risks

made me defy people 

made me defy myself

made me dream

and made some of it come true

To the guy who

was my strength 

constantly reminded me of what is good

was a part of who i am today

made me brave and bold

taught me about life

To the guy who

accepted me for who I am

and for who I’m not

and loved me 

loved me in spite of 

my flaws

my quirks

my weirdness

everything 

To the guy who

changed me

has taught me to love myself

has taught me how to love

I will ALWAYS hold you dear. 

It was one hell of an experience, being with you. 

One of the best, I must say. 

It has been amazing.

We have been amazing.

I am so sorry. 

And thank you very much. 

But this isn’t the end

       this isn’t good bye

I swear

I will come back 

I will see you soon